Ok I hate putting posts up like this at the risk of sounding whiney but Im going here goes. I hate it when I feel the way I do right now. All I want to do is stay in my bedroom with the door shut and not let any one in for ALONG time. I feel very moody and feel like I could cry if some one even looks at me the wrong way. I feel like my family walks on egg shells around me because I am in "one of those moods". Why am I not allowed to be in a mood with out feeling like every one is looking at me like I am crazy or I am going to crack at the least little thing. Dont I have a right to be in a bad mood?? I can feel the tears coming so I am going to quit right now before they start:(((
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