I cant take it anymore. I'm done with everything. The meds have not been helping much at all, just like my parents. I'm leaving a message for my psych tonight letting her know that I cant do this anymore and that I'm done trying to deal with life. Has anyone ever went into the hospital while at rockbottom? If so what happened and how long were you there? I keep debating if I should take the hundred something pills or wait and talk to my psych tomorrow and see what she says or take myself in tonight. I just dont know what to do right now. I guess it all depends on what happens when you take youself in at the end of your line. I was admitted twice within 6 wks of each other and just came home last week but I cant take anymore of letting my kids down and being able to come home from their grandparents for over 2 months already. I need some advice on what I should do.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I've had a few accounts over the years. I would be having lots of nice connections and feel like its all working and then something would trigger some episode of crazy depresssion and id just stop everything. feel like im doing ok now and just needed to com back to ds. i missed you guys. you spirit and your strength helped me through some very rough times. i just want to let all of you know the...
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...