I am so happy that I am here writing this.Tommorrow will be 2 weeks since I tried to kill myself.I am so ashamed and quilty that I tried to end my life.I sat on my bed and listened to my daughter cry while I swallowed all those pills.My husband came running in the room to call 911 and all I could do was scream and cry.I don't know how many of you have tried to kill themselves but from my experience you have second thoughts after you swallow all those pills down.You know that if you don't get help soon that you are going to die.It is very hard for me to write this.I am wiping the tears away as I write this.I am happy to say that I am finally getting the help that I need.I stayed in the hospital's psych ward for a little over a week and it has helped me so much and I go to a new psychiatrist on Thursday morning and my husband is going with me.I have alot of support from him and his mother who is here to help us right now.If you are feeling like you want to die then please go get help before it is to late.I did not get the help I needed before this happened.I am now on the right medications and I am doing really good now.Thanks for letting me get this off my chest.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...