I am so happy that I am here writing this.Tommorrow will be 2 weeks since I tried to kill myself.I am so ashamed and quilty that I tried to end my life.I sat on my bed and listened to my daughter cry while I swallowed all those pills.My husband came running in the room to call 911 and all I could do was scream and cry.I don't know how many of you have tried to kill themselves but from my experience you have second thoughts after you swallow all those pills down.You know that if you don't get help soon that you are going to die.It is very hard for me to write this.I am wiping the tears away as I write this.I am happy to say that I am finally getting the help that I need.I stayed in the hospital's psych ward for a little over a week and it has helped me so much and I go to a new psychiatrist on Thursday morning and my husband is going with me.I have alot of support from him and his mother who is here to help us right now.If you are feeling like you want to die then please go get help before it is to late.I did not get the help I needed before this happened.I am now on the right medications and I am doing really good now.Thanks for letting me get this off my chest.
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