i have had depression since i was 14, but over the last couple of weeks i have been thinking wats the point, no-one cares anyway and that is still wat i am thinking even though i am doing alot of writing on here in the back of my head i get the feeling that i am wasting my time cause no one really cares. i just have no energy to do anything and i just want to sleep all the time, i even had the feeling that if i went to sleep tonight and didnt wake up tomorrow i would be quite happy with that, i just dont know anymore i thought i could cope but oiously not.
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