I could rip my fucking hair out!!!!! I am so damn fucking tired of having to deal with everybody's problems!!! I am tired of having to make decisions that piss one party or the other off....just like today! I am scheduled at work from 5 to close, as fucking usual, and then the guys in the band need me to play drums (because I'm the drummer) tonight at a gig. The band's first gig. I can't be there because I have to be at work and I can't call in, and I tried to get the morning shift but they wouldn't let me.....this is bullshit because now I'm gonna get shafted and drop kicked out of the band...Travis (the guitarist) called and asked what I had done about work and I told him that I had no choice but to go in, and he said "fuck it, we'll just find another drummer" and hung up on me, and they're going to use MY equipment. The drums that are in the practice shed are mine, and there's almost 1200 bucks worth of equipment that's mine that I paid for with my own money and I'm not even going to get to use it! They do!!!! WTF??? I miss my first show now because of this shitty fucking job....come on god, just keep piling the bullshit up in front of me, let me have it!!!! That's all you seem to do to me so bring it!!!
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