first i have to say thank you all very much for your support, this is my first "mental break down" in about 4 years. i do apologize for myself NOT being able to help all that much like i should be, but, if i forget about myself, this shit happens without warning because i neglect my own needs :(. with that being said, when i logged onto DS, i was SO over whelmed with joy, it gave me another panic attack, A GOOD one, no worries, they were tears of joy, LOL, i was sitting here laughing and crying to myself thinking about how grateful i am to have SUCH good friends. i just need time to heal myself, and you all just made it a bit easier for me, THANK YOU ALL! i was telling courty about how much of a WUSS i feel when i cry....heh. but i cant help it! :) ok, i gotta go to bed. night all, and as always, G loves ya.
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