By the time anyone reads this I shall be gone! Today was the last straw! I have set my execution for 9pm tonight P.S.T.. I have no other choice. Have hit my last bottom and can't pull myself out. Its become to much. Thankyou all for your help in my recovery. Now its time for me to go. Thankyou all very much for your help, but no longer have the courage to continue the fight. Your friend, Kurt.
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