It seems like right when I wake up every morning I know exactly what kind of day it's going to be. Either I have no urge to get out of bed and do anything, or I wake up feeling happy and full of ideas and things to do for the day. More often I wake up depressed and anxious so i treasure the mornings when I actually enjoy the sun coming in my window and the birds chirping. I woke up feeling good today, which was a happy surprise. I have had a lot of upsetting and tragic things happen in my life lately, so although I am on medicine to treat my depression I do not think the dosage is strong enough. Some day's I feel competent like I could handle any situation that encounter and I could just laugh off my mistakes, but then the next day I could spend the whole day in bed beating myself up about the one task i did not complete the day before. I guess I'm just wondering if other people feel this way too?
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