
Depression Support Group
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Kids are being little demons.
I told everybody about what I needed today and felt like I really wasn't heard. I feel like everyone thinks I have more strength left then I actually do.
I never thought I would feel this way with my kids here but I am so dangerously close to doing something regardless of them being here. They are driving me crazy.
I have no cigarettes and have not had any in near 48 hours because I am broke. I needed gas in my car and that always comes first. Cigs are the first thing that goes.
I wanted to in the hospital today but could not reach my ex. He is in hiding and out to make me feel like shit on this weekend. Tomorrow is our sons birthday and the ex will spend the day hating me because I am the devil who killed his kid.
I can't take another fucking second of this insanity. When is it my turn for a fucking break.
FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
I told everybody about what I needed today and felt like I really wasn't heard. I feel like everyone thinks I have more strength left then I actually do.
I never thought I would feel this way with my kids here but I am so dangerously close to doing something regardless of them being here. They are driving me crazy.
I have no cigarettes and have not had any in near 48 hours because I am broke. I needed gas in my car and that always comes first. Cigs are the first thing that goes.
I wanted to in the hospital today but could not reach my ex. He is in hiding and out to make me feel like shit on this weekend. Tomorrow is our sons birthday and the ex will spend the day hating me because I am the devil who killed his kid.
I can't take another fucking second of this insanity. When is it my turn for a fucking break.
FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
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