I'm struggling to find my purpose in life. I'm not a wife nor a mother yet. I have a stressful job that I'm practically married to. The past six months have been rough lost my last grandparent then found out a guy that kept coming around only wanted sex so I kicked him to the curb. I just want to feel a purpose and be told I'm doing a good job or someone appreciates me. Sometimes I feel like I get a little bit of that at work. Most times are unappreciated. To say I'm unhappy at times is an understatement. Some days I love my job other days I hate it. I come home alone to my cat. People have suggested volunteering but my town is very funny hours for that. I'm not trying to be a homebody. On a good note I did pay off my student loan. You would think they would send a congrats letter but nope just keep paying on your other loan.
I am new to this group. Is this group for only people who have bipolar or can it be someone who is dating someone who is bipolar?
I cycle 2-4 times a month with my meds and 1-2 without. I've read that my cycling speed is fast and less common. I can cycle by the day if there is enough stress, but thankfully I rarely experience much stress as I live alone and am on disability. What about y'all?