i am tired of feeling like i am the most worthless person in the world. I cant believe im actually putting this online in hopes for help. everyday i fight with the fact that i dont want to live in this body or mind i go through bouts of depression and im in deep right now. I hate myself so much i just dont want to be me anymore. I lash out at my boyfriend for no reason at all im tired of hurting him and im just sick of being me. i tired once to od on prozac but i only threw it up i try hard not to think that way but tonight i just want to be different
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