I finally thought I was over my depression,..but it is coming back,....and I think a lot of it has to do with my job,..it is causing me so much stress,...lately,...I work in a busy orthopedic practice,..and we all are assigned one doctor to work with,..but of course they are cutting expenses,..and we are working short,..and now they are having me work 2 doctors at the same time,..every day,..I am the only one in the whole practice that has to work 2 docs,.I feel it is unfair,..but no one seems to care,.I can't take the stress anymore,..I used to love this job,..but I can't take it anymore,...I dread going in,..I am overwhelmed every day,...These are very demanding doctors,..I need help,..I am ready to take a leave of absence,...cause of stress,.....I have a history of hospitalizations for suicide attempts and depression,..the last being 15 months ago,..I was in ICU for 3 days,...and I was hospitalized for 1 month,..I have been at this job for over 5 years,..and they have been very understanding,...but not lately,..............
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