I dont wanna be down right now. I dont think I can handle it. My boyfriend and I are fighting and he's telling me to get over it or get out. I live here first of all and he cant ask me to not feel. I cant just make my feelings go away. Just thought it was a little crazy. Not unlike him. Anyway, I cant hide and I cant talk to anyone so I just feel lonely. I struggle with this feeling a lot. It's getting old.
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