i really do feel like i am going crazy i have broken down so many times today and i dont know why. i need all the support i can get i can't deal with all this shit anymore and the worst thing is my friends and fam do not understand i woke up today knowing it was goin to be bad one but i had no idea it was going to be like this and the last thing that happen in the store just put way over the eage (its all in my last journal). sorry for the rant just needed to get it out
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