Well I've been crying with that endless pit in my stomach for several days now. I went off Zoloft maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago. I was so eccstatic. I'd gained 50 lbs on it. I felt ok for a week or so. Now I feel like I have no reason to be happy. It so odd to know what you have and wonder why you feel so unhappy. I have a husband that I love dearly. Two gorgeous wonderful kids who I'd give anything for. A job that I'm not worrying will close down tomorrow. A loving mom and dad. A decent house over my head. So why do I feel like there is something missing and I feel so hopeless and full of dread. I can sit here and rationalize it in my head that there is absolutely no reason to feel sad. Unfortunately that doesn't help. The past two days have been terrible. I've literally spend most of the days in the bed. My life isn't a fairy tale but it certainly isn't in shambles. I guess I'll call my Doctor in the morning and get another prescription for Zoloft. I might stay fat on it but at least I'll be able to walk out of my house everyday and accomplish something. Pray for me for the next week or 2 while the meds are working their way back into my system.
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