I think it's very interesting that people die everyday that don't want to die. My dad wasn't ready to die but he died of a natural death (heart attack). I also think it's funny that God doesn't take people out of this world that WANT to die. I was the "oops" baby and I wish I wouldn't have been. I want to die, but unfortunately no matter how much I ask God, he won't take me. I can't kill myself because I don't want to put my family through that, we've been through that once and I don't think they could do it twice. I have no insurance and no job so I can't even go get a counselor or medication. Wow depression sucks and so does life.
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