Ever have one of those days that the depression lifts and you get a glimps of what it feels like to be alive? Today was the first day since October that I felt normal back to my old self. I didn't have to struggle to get through the day. I could think clearly. I didn't feel like I was carrying the weight of the world around on my shoulders. Even though it was raining outside my world felt new and brighter. I didn't feel drained of all my energy. I didn't even have that numb feeling caused by my meds. Maybe after being on meds for 3 months there is hope for me yet. I'm almost afraid to go to bed tonight, afraid I will wake up to find it was a passing thing.
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