
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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whether anyone reads this or not i don't know if it really matters, i just need to get it out. i'm so tired of people saying they will be there for me and they are never there when i need them. then my parents kicked me out because they are blaming me for everything that has gone wrong this past year and having us here is just too much for them. so i have 2 options. streets or living with druggies. either way i'll eventually loose my daughter. but atleast she would be warm and not in the cold weather getting sick. oh god i don't want to loose my baby girl! but i have no choice anymore. god i'm to the point i want to just curl up and die! i never thought i'd be so low in my life. but i am. i'm having really bad thoughts. i have nothing except clothing. that kept getting thrown in my face. that i'm worthless. i'll never be anything. so why even try anymore.
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If you are having trouble focussing on continuing for you, think of your little girl.
I am so sorry you are having to face this all alone right now. Have you tried some places like the American Red Cross?
*hugs*
There are always answers besides the streets and drug houses. In Canada and the U.S. there ARE options. Check out friends you can stay with or maybe a live-in housekeeper or comething. there are always options you just have to find them.
It will take time and pain to get back on your feet. WHO did you loose your daughter to or do you still have her? You NEED to stay alive for the child you brought into the world.
don't feel like you have to live up to anything cause if you do you'll get worse
do what you can and make sure your daughter has what she needs whether or not you can give it to her now. You'll be there for her in all the ways you can. Hopeflly that means you'll be supporting her soon, but if not that's ok too. I hope you work things out and get to keep her, but it worries me that people are saying to define your identity as being a mom. It worries me cause the very word brings up all kinds of expectations, and you don't need expectations right now.
You are a mother and that's a big part of who you are, but that doesn't have to mean caring for her when you don't feel up to it.
I'm sure there are other things that mean something to you, and you need more than one. That way when one isn't going well you at least have the others. But you need to feel better before you can do better.