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I wash my hands at raising these 2 girls. I cant do it alone & hubby isnt helping at all. Today he took them to church @ 9ish. 9-10 is prayer. I know they dont go there, they go to the playground next door & i know britts smoking & god knows whatelse. 10-11 is singing, they might being going there, then 11-12 is church & teens go off into another room.
Britt wanted to go to the movies w a guy & lil sister was going w. I said it would be ok but we needed to meet him & his parents. Well, when hubby went to pick the girls up from church, where does he take them??? To the girls house who im trying to keep britt away from!!! I cant beleive it!! Then he goes back over there to pick them all up & take them to the theater. Guess hes running a fucking taxi service here. I told him i give up, i cant do this w/o his help & he obviously aint helping me. When he left i told him, might as well give britt a pack of cigs. She gonna do what she wants anyhow.
Told him i should just pack up & leave. I have no one to go to. Id just go to the house in Big Bear. When he was gone i was crying & could think of any friend i could call to talk to. I have no friends. I have no family i can talk to.
So, i came here to my DS friends & family to Vent & cry!!
love ya all
Cathy
Britt wanted to go to the movies w a guy & lil sister was going w. I said it would be ok but we needed to meet him & his parents. Well, when hubby went to pick the girls up from church, where does he take them??? To the girls house who im trying to keep britt away from!!! I cant beleive it!! Then he goes back over there to pick them all up & take them to the theater. Guess hes running a fucking taxi service here. I told him i give up, i cant do this w/o his help & he obviously aint helping me. When he left i told him, might as well give britt a pack of cigs. She gonna do what she wants anyhow.
Told him i should just pack up & leave. I have no one to go to. Id just go to the house in Big Bear. When he was gone i was crying & could think of any friend i could call to talk to. I have no friends. I have no family i can talk to.
So, i came here to my DS friends & family to Vent & cry!!
love ya all
Cathy
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that would drive me nuts. have you sat him down and really talked to him?
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well cathy I am so sorry you are hurting and I am so sorry that you feel the way you do...Maybe a few days alone would make you feel better..
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u can read my journal from yday, it will explain more of whats going on.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
