I came home early today from school because I couldn't take it. I can't handle it. I know that I should not be around drugs anymore at all including my ex who still does them considering I just got out of rehab but I saw him anyways. I hung out with him last night. I did not do any mostly because he didn't have anything with him. I am so stressed out and craving the drugs so much. I feel so alone now with no one. I want my boyfriend but can't at the same time. I really want to see him tonight too. I hate this and wish I didn't have to go back to school. I hate myself for having everything get out of hand and ending up in rehab. I feel like I can't do this anymore. I want to give up.
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