I want to thank all my friends here on DS.I am sorry to make my friends worry about me and I feel a little selfish about not responding to you guys but I sank way down in that big black hole of depression.I felt like it just snatched me up and threw me in.Thank you so much for all the support and concern for me.I checked in on my hugs yesterday and I started to cry and then I just saw the post about if anyone has heard from me and I am still wiping away the tears.It just goes to show you how much love and compassion is here on DS and I am so sorry to make you guys worry about.I am trying really hard to get fully out of this hole.It is like I can see the opening but I just can't quite reach the top yet to get out but I am trying and putting up a fight for my life to beat this depression.I know that everyone knows what I mean.I love all you guys and I want to give all of you big hugs.I am also here if you ever need me.
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