Last year in Oct my husband and I split up, a big fight that ended in my taking out a restraining order on him. I have done fairly good up until recently. Turning to Christianity, has been helpful, and I want to do well as a christian, the Bible says if you remarry you are committing adultery. This is my second marriege and my second divorce, so the odds are so against me finding the right person, if that exists are stacked against me, plus I don't have many sexual feelings, so it would be unfair to be with someone. yet the loneliness, the hard work work work all the time, being a parent, give give give, and I feel so DRAINED, the depression is creeping back into my sould.
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