I think i might be getting worse rather than better...i keep feeling for some reason like whenever i go somewhere people are laughing and making fun of me. I wouldnt even be speaking to them and they still seem to single me out to point to their friends and laugh. Ive never really felt this way, but im starting to more than ever now. makes me want to just stay home and be a hermit. I wouldnt say im a model or anything, but i dont think i look like a clown either so why am i being laughed at?
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