Today was a pretty good day, I got a little extra sleep today and I felt pretty good. I had a ton of energy and just wanted to be out and go outside. I am agoraphobic so it felt amazing to be out and about and around people. I am starting to feel better I realize that I will have my down days but maybe its something I can control. I also went to my job which was had pushed me over the edge, I couldnt even drive near the place without going into a full blown panic attack but today I went there and I sat there and I found a little bit of closure, it was very healing for me. I got out everything I had been keeping inside and now I think I can let go. I feel very good and I hope the feeling stays and I hope I can get the old me back, I miss me and today I saw her come through. It was amazing... *HUGE HUGS TO ALL*
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