I have found myself getting sucked back into being very irritable and depressed. I don't want anyone near me and I don't want to deal with anything. On top of my greiving, my therapist wants me to try to go to AL-ANON meetings because my mother is such a huge issue with me. Which brings on more anger because she wasn't a mother. And of course the next thought I have is why did she get to have 3 kids and I lost my baby and I would make a great mother. Any suggestions on how to get out from under the really bad feelings?
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