.....I had a lousy day y'day, with a mini meltdown last night, thought I would spin out of conrol it was that bad. I actually thought I was on the verge of a psychotic episode. Then, today has been a wonderful day!! I have more energy and feel better than I have in weeks. I spent time gardening, relaxing and having fun, so maybe I am getting better? I just want to remind us all that good days can follow the worst days possible, and if I feel bad again, which I undoubtedly will, I will remember today and have HOPE that many more good days will come...... for those of you feeling dreadful tonight, I hope you have some damn good feelings too, even if you have forgotten what they feel like, they creep up on us when we least expect it....
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