I dont know what the future holds for me. Im trying to take day by day. Ive been on medical leave for my depression and dont know if i will have a job to go back too. symptoms of my depression arise everyday. Im trying to fight the struggle of this disease. Some days you feel like giving in to your thoughts. Like feeling sucidal. I wonder sometimes why i couldnt just have a physical disease instead of a mental one. People who dont have this dont get it. You cant help feeling pain inside all the time. I wish i was capable of going to work right now. I just cant see how im going to function at a job feeling fuzzy headed, forgetful, sad and anxious all the time. Believe me id rather work than feel this way. I guess im just venting. It helps to get it off my mind.
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