Pixiedst's post made my mind wander back to being at highschool. I was bullied all through school and it made me very concious about my looks. I used to think that i'd never be able to get a job serving food because my face would put ppl off their food. (Yes I know that's stupid now) I used to imagine myself working somewhere like MacDonalds & ppl running out of the place because I'd put them off then I would get fired coz I was just too darn ugly. It was kinda like a re-occuring daydream/nightmare. Well the funny thing is now I'm older I have a job serving fish & chips & most of the ppl I serve are the ones who used to bully me who haven't got a job. I know my job isn't much & it doesn't exactly require many qualifications but when I see those ppl from school I get a vindctive feeling that I could refuse to serve them or I actually earn money because I stuck at it at school instead of picking on ppl. Just my mindless rambling
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