Being 20 and already been on two amazing trips that i dreamed of my whole life anyone would think i'd be the happiest most grateful person in the world and i'm not and it makes me feel like a horrible human being. I'll go through periods of this, i get depressed over something, or even nothing, delete my facebook, not talk to my family or friends for a week, than be fine. It continues, Its like depression is home and happiness is just a place i go and visit. I don't get it. Its exaughsting I have no one here who can relate and it makes me feel like the oddball whenever i discuss it so i just don't anymore. I dont know what to do, I don't know what to say to my doctor when i go see him next week, I never wanted to be the person to be on medication but i know i need to now, I can't go on like this
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