the pain pills don't help, no matter how many i take. take the knife out of my back. migraine, plz go away. can i have just one good day damnit??? then there's the emotional shit. God this is just too much. Everything is just piling up here. i am overwhelmed and sick to death of life on this mortal planet. shit i can't even do suicide right. i thought that i had finally been successful last month. hell no, someone called911. i can't seem to shake all the memories. i am so damn sad.
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