im so frustrated right now. my husband is drivng me crazy. 5 times this week he has told me his coming home at a certain time and then come home 5 hours later than that because he just couldnt get away. he's been at a big brass band concert thing and has had to do presentations etc. he told me he wasnt working tonight and has just got home at 11pm and he told me he wasnt working tomorrow and he's just told me he is!!! i'm so flipping lonely! its bad enough being trapped inside this world of depression never doing it all on my own. dont get me wrong he's good husband, he just cant say no to anyone except me!! when this sort of stuff happens, it triggers all sorts of things off in me. God help me!! i cant even go out for a walk because the weather is so fowl. i feel like crap, it just seems to be one thing on top of another. you go one step forward and ten back! sorry for being so grumpy
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...