My depression has been really bad for about 2 1/2 months now and in that time I have had so much trouble with friends....I know it has to do with my depression & the fact that I cut for awhile but I never expected one of them to call me weak & tell me I must not care about my Faith too much since I cut. I have had a few yell at me and tell me to just cheer up. Lately I have been feeling like just a default friend, if they do not have plans then it is okay to hang out with me otherwise its always 'sorry, I can't' or even if we talk about something like a week in advance they always say 'I'll have to check if I have plans', and then they do...I'm sorry I'm just venting but I am at a loss because it seems to just put me more down and make me feel worse...sorry
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