in a very long time,...I want to paint again,..I have a small painting just waiting to be completed,..I started it so long ago,.it would take me 2 hours to finish it,.if only,..I had the motivation,.I am thinking of doing it this afternoon,..or this evening perhaps,..I haven't felt like this in a long time,..ever since I was put on this medication,.it just takes all of my obsessiveness away,.the obsession to paint,.along with the motivation,..but,.I am trying,..at least I practiced my guitar today,.I am proud of myself for that,.the med also takes the motivation away from playing,.uggh,..I am trying so hard to be the person I used to be,..before this stupid illness,..
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