It is after 2:00 a.m. I awoke with my buddy cats lying up against me. It was nice to feel and know that I could get up, make a cup of coffee, and be on my computer for a bit. When my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome attacks me, there could be ten naked women dancing out in living room and I could not get up to watch them. Sometimes it feels good to be alive. I am hungry again. I think I will go toast a raisin bagel, spread some butter substitute and fruit preserves on it, peel a banana, and enjoy. Then I will take two types of pain pills, soak in a warm tub of water, and then go back to bed.
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