I can't stand this! I want to be able to sing again. That's the only positve outlet I have, yet it has been ripped away from me. Leaving me in an utter mood of depression and self destruction. I have only my Mom I can go to, but she can't be with me 24/7. I don't know. I wish I could escape my living death. I try to look at the glass being half full. Either Half full or half empty, there's still the same amount in the cup, so what's the use?
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