Well I have been so down in the dumps and had such a bad morning today, that my aunt picked me up tonight and took me to go work out. I have to say as of right now I feel pretty good. I don't know what morning holds but for this moment I am ok. I have made a vow that I am going to try to stay awake until about 12:00 and hopefully I will sleep later and not be up at 4;00. When I got sick is when I fell back into this misery and my sleep pattern got way off. Whoever will please say a little prayer for me. I am praying that I can actually wake up and feel joy or at least ok instead of utter dispair.
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Feeling pretty bad today. I'm exhausted in every way. Tired of living this life where nothing changes or gets better despite how much I try. Had a bad life all my life and I'm just tired of being here.