I havent been on here in over a year but lately Ive been feeling so depressed after a horrible breakup with my abusive ex and numorous other things. It seems like life is just never gonna be good for me. I find that I am doing thing just to keep me busy but not really living life. Im not happy at all and I have been getting major anxiety in class lately too(near a panic state). I feel like I hate my life. Im not as bad as I was a year ago but when am I going to get to enjoy my life? Ever? My poor daughters see that all I want to do is watch movies and lay on the couch. I feel like I am on autopilot...I just do what I have to do and then go to sleep. Im on 30mg paxil and Im wondering if it should be increased aswell.
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