I know I have been venting about my mother lately,but she is getting worse toward me.She was bitching me out the other day(thursday),so I told her how she was making me feel and she blew up worse,so I hung up on her(was on my cell).I haven't called her,have been waiting to see if she'd call me,which she hasn't.She ran her mouth to her boss who I rent from,now he's on my ass.I can not take it anymore,I am going looking for some places this week on my hubbys day off,because I need to get away from them before I end up in the unit or worse,due to this damn depression.I landed in the unit a few years ago because she had me so bad I overdosed on prozac and lithium.And I am not about to let that happen again.I am going to college to better myself,make life better for myself and my hubby,I do not need her crap.My question is,what would you do if your mother was always bitchingf at you,putting you down,telling you that your nothing,and putting everyone else ahead of you,though you are the only daughter she has left,after the baby sister was murdered.am I wrong to be wanting to move and not tell her where,and not calling her?
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