I feel that nothing that I do seems right anymore. I feel like I have lost my self esteem...I can't even carry on an intelligent conversation anymore. I'm too afraid of saying something wrong or incorrect. I have this terrible sick feeling in my stomach...I know part of it is loneliness, the other part is worry of how I got to be so lost. I used to be full of energy, very sure of myself and confident. Now, I feel that I am in a shell and I can't get out. This all happened after my ex hurt me and I had to get a PFA. He has continued to hurt me mentally. I am taking medication, but it's not helping all aspects of this problem. Sometimes I get so scared that I can't do my job and I'm afraid that I will loose it. Can anyone offer some advise?
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