FEELING \"NUMB\" AND/OR LACK OF FEELINGS
CALL IT THE HOLIDAY BLUES, BUT I KNOW IT ISN\'T JUST THE BLUES...BUT IT ALSO ISN\'T DEPRESSION. I BASICALLY FEEL LIKE A ZOMBIE, THAT WHEN I TELL SOMETHING TO SOMEONE, THAT THEY 1. DON\'T BELIEVE ME AND/OR 2. DON\'T THINK I KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. MAYBE I\'M RELIVING SOME HORRIBLE THANKSGIVING MEMORIES FROM 16 YEARS AGO...REVERTING BACK TO MY \"CHILDHOOD\" AS A TEEN IN FOSTER CARE...REALLY DON\'T KNOW! I FEEL NUMB IN REGARD TO MY FEELINGS, AND TODAY IS THE WORST DAY BECAUSE I\'VE BEEN QUIET ALL DAY LONG! CAN ANYONE...WILL ANYONE SHARE SOME LIGHT ON THIS? THANKS, AND TO END THIS ON A HAPPY NOTE: HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2006!
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