i am the mother of three lovely children their ages are 14, 11 and 7, of course they all still need me as their mother, but lately i am feeling not so needed, my eldest, bless her, will come home from school on friday, be home for about an hour then off out may not see her till sunday, i love the fact she has so many friends but really miss her, dont want to tell her this though as she is so sweet and sensitive she would stay at home just for me and i wouldnt want to do that.
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