Hi everyone, I was born in the Czech Republic and got married to an American almost a year ago and now we`re expecting our first baby...the problem is, though, that almost ever since I came here, I havent been feeling like myself. Im incredibly homesick, miss my friends and family and everything that goes together with my life in Europe...I feel like I went through an identity crisis, everything that used to function and make sense, doesnt exist anymore or doesnt make as much sense. Im feeling so limited and not enough challenged...I know its been only a short time and hopefully, Ill find some good friends but right now, Im feeling incredibly lonely and it effects my marriage great deal also. My husband is helpless too, doesnt know how to help me or lift up my spirits. He is wonderful and caring and I feel like I cant come to peace and cant give of of myself as much as I would like. Im not really seeking an advice, I just felt like I needed to share my feelings with somebody as none of my family or friends really know whats going on with me, I dont want to worry them...thank you all for hearing me out and maybe theres somebody outthere who had been through the same as me and will tell me something uplifting, although I know that the greatest job is on me.
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