I feel like im going to snap. Im lower than possible shit today. I feel like I dont deserve to help. I called theraist and was put on hold. I wish I had someone just to talk to, not just listen, I hate having a one way conversation with two people! I want to be there for everyone especailly my friends who are feeling suicidal, but how on earth do I tell them to live, when I dont even want to anymore? I just dont know what im going to do. xx
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