This is my first post on here. I've dealt with major depression and actually attempted suicide and hospitalized in the past. I was diagnosed with HIV about 8 months ago, and I thought I've come to terms with it, and moved on. I don't know what's been happening to me lately, I've just been feeling worthless, hopeless, and I can't go on. I don't want to go to work, I haven't been sleeping, and I cry all the time, and I've been thinking about ways to end my life. I feel no one can help me right now, my resources are limited. I could be suffering from grief of my diagnosis. I don't know, I just know I feel sad all the time.
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