I am feeling so hopeless and really just want to give up but my three boys keep me here. I have been down this road a couple of years ago and got help. I am on three different antideppressants and went though elctroshock therepy. It seemed to help and I was doing better, But I feel my self going deeper into a hole. Its getting hard to smile and laugh or really feel anything but misery. what is it going to take to get me to be happy and stay that way. I really dont have anyone close to me that can help me get though this. I am so lonly and it hust soo bad. I am afraid to go back to the doctor because I dont want to be put on more meds or be hopitalized.
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