I'm feeling depressed today, as well as curious as to why ex wanted me to call him yesterday. I didn't call him back because I was afraid that he would say something that would tear me down again. Then on the other hand I'm curious to see if he has regret for leaving me. I know that I shouldn't even allow myself to get sucked into those feelings, but I do, and I hate it. I admit I do care about this man, but he has baggage that he needs to clean out too, not just me! Please pray for me, I'm struggling with this very much!
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