I'm feeling down today. Whenever I think things are improving ( most things are improving) I feel as if I have yet another roadblock that I need to go around, over, or under. Gettingt he quick claim deed filed is becoming a real pain in the ass. (sorry for the langage). It's looking as if I'll need to comeup with some big bucks to get the papers filed. I live on a fixed income and I'm not able to get by on that. I'm still job hunting...nothing yet. I was suppose to see my voc rehab counselor tomorrow but she had to cancel again. My daughter called to let me know she and the boyfriend are moving in with her dad Thursday, and that news has opened a few old wounds. I know I'll pick myself up, I always do. I just feel so defeated today and could use some help picking myself up. Hearing some words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.
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