If you need to go to the DR.. then GO..or go to the ER..call the suicide hotline..You need help before you act upon the feelings and things and really hurt yourself or worse..Please do it for all your friends here at DS..

i can't. the emergency pdoc was really rotten to me andmade me feel really small the last time.

Can you pick up the phone and call a hotline in your area? Or call an ambulance, your life is precious.

That is HIS problem..Yours is that you need help now..Can you call a family memeber or friend to go to the Hospital with you?

First, flush the pills so that won't be a temptation any more.

Then, regardless of the stupid dr. go to your ER. He may not be on duty right now. Or at least call a 1-800# - there are some listed at the bottom of every DS page in the blue area, there is a "crisis hotlines" link. Or there should be a crisis # listed near the front page of your local phone book.

i,ll go to bed, thanks. night.

I just read your profile, your in Great Britain, I don't know how to find emergency numbers for there or anywhere but at the botom of the page there is a link to crisis hotlines, I hope htere's one in your area. Your husband married you for better or worse, wake him and talk to him, tell him what's going on, he won't want to lose you. We'll stay on line with you till you do something. Another thing is to flush the pills while you talk to us, but I'd really prefer you get professional help regardless of the reaction of the ambulance folks. Depression is misunderstood in our societies. You have made one step by getting on here now what more are you willing to do to help yourself? We'll help you.

See there are people here that do care for you..a lot of good advice..flush the pills, talk to the hubby and get some help..I will keep you in my prayers!