At a low point today....just have a wave of sadness, feel suffocated with everything, just want to run, just want to be done with everything, just want it all to be over...can't cry, the roommates are up, have to act happy, have to act okay, why doesn't anyone know the hurt I feel right now? Why doesn't it matter to others, why do I feel it doesn't? What the hell is wrong with me?!
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