The past couple of weeks have been so hard for me. I broke up with my boyfriend because I felt really terrible about hooking up with another guy why we were dating. I beat myself up over it daily. My boyfriend was the greatest thing that ever happened to me but I couldn't bear being with him after what I had done. Then on top of that, one of my best friends is no longer speaking to me because of a lie someone told her that I said (trivial, I know, but she tends to draw things out). Icing on the cake, I didn't do so hot in my last semester of classes because I was working and trying to balance work and my emotional distress so I was suspended from classes for a semester. I am so embarassed abot it because I am usually a good student so I haven't told anyone but my parents about it. I feel like Im caught in a net of dishonesty and I dont know what to do. My anxiety eats me alive every day because I don't sleep and I constantly worry. I feel so down.
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Feeling pretty bad today. I'm exhausted in every way. Tired of living this life where nothing changes or gets better despite how much I try. Had a bad life all my life and I'm just tired of being here.